Celestial Amethyst

I hate it when people expect all these things from me when they don’t do it themselves!

The only person you can trust is yourself!

Don’t waste your time with people who make you feel you don’t belong.

There are people who love you and a friendship with them just comes naturally.

Sometimes, things are not about you. It’s about the other person.

Every time I start being happy, something always tears it down.

Sometimes we just need to tell people how much they mean to us.

Right when I thought I had everything figured out and finally happy, there is always something that tears it all down.

Sagittarius Outlook for 2012

The winds of change are not about to let up just yet! With the arrival of 2012 comes yet another flurry of eclipse patterns to shake up your status quo. In June, the full Moon lunar eclipse in Sagittarius is the last of the series, bringing the final wave of a sea of oceanic changes you’ve weathered over the past few years. You’ve probably experienced dramatic endings or beginnings (or both) of important relationships and extensive personal transformations recently. Depending on where you find yourself at the start of the year, you can expect to experience the total other end of the emotional and relationship spectrum before 2012 is over.

Venus will grace your relationship sector for an extended stay this year (spring to summer), setting the tone for beauty and romance at the ideal time of the year for new love. You’ll welcome the amorous reprieve, because Mars and Jupiter will have kept you working hard most of the year. Plus, Jupiter will spend the first half of the year in your work sector, something that will bring glorious opportunities in your chosen field … but won’t leave much time for anything else. And with Mars firing up your career sector for the first six months of 2012, you’ll channel some serious energy in service of taking your career to the next level. By summer, you should be at the very top of your game. This is the year to get yourself on the map, Archer, so go for it!

In June, Jupiter will enter your relationship house, changing your focus from work to relationships. Saturn will depart from your social sector this October to give you back a real social life. When it moves on to your house of sleep and dreams in the fall, you’ll welcome the retreat after the constant work mode of the first half of the year. Be sure to push all your projects during the first nine months of 2012 - you’ll be ready for an extended vacation by the time October comes around!

Some people have no lives so they decide to interfere in other people’s lives to entertain themselves!

Fruitcake?

I’ve always believed in finding true love. A prince charming who comes riding on a majestic horse and sweeps you off your feet. Or a simple guy who comes out of the blue and confesses his feelings for you. I like to believe that for everyone person, there is a special person who is just waiting to be found. This sounds very cliche and maybe cheezy, but I guess I’m not called a fruitcake and cheeseball for nothing. :P

Now that I’m in college, reality has finally hit me like a hurricane. As much as I want to be the girl who still believes everything in the first paragraph, I’m now just a girl who searches for meaning. I’m so lost. I used to think that my first bf would be the one I’ll be with forever. Ok, maybe not forever, but for a long time. It actually ended up just being two months. At first, he was adorable and amazing, but we were both still shy. Then, we became comfortable and I think along the way, something changed. He says that it’s because of his parents, but I feel like there is more to it than that. Anyways, this one relationship made me realize that I should always choose family. Family will always be there for you. Through the best and worst of times. That one person, on the other hand, might realize that you’re not worth it or there is someone else that can make him happier. What will you be left with then? Just you. All by yourself.

I’ve realized that I’m probably going to marry whoever my parents decide on. It doesn’t mean that it will be some random stranger, but it will be someone who they think is right for me and I will decide if they are right or wrong. I’m sure it will take them a long time to find someone who they approve of and I can see living the rest of my life with.

Wow! The rest of my life. It definitely is a long time to spend with one person. In lots of ways, I’m scared. What if I don’t choose the right one? What if I lose interest them, or worse, they lose interest in me? These are just some of the questions that go on in my head. 

Even though my relationship didn’t last very long, I learned that it is important prioritize. You should never make your bf/gf you’re whole world. It is important to make sure that you’re on top of your school work and learn to make time for your friends. Yes, it is very important that your special someone is being paid attention to, but never make him the only thing in your life. Concentrate on yourself and make sure that even without them, you can still be happy and live a wonderful life. 

I think about my life…A LOT! I like to believe that I have everything figured it out, but every week I encounter at least one question that I am unable to answer. There are so many things I haven’t developed my own viewpoint on. I am easily swayed to one side or the other. Also, I feel like the more I think about something, the more questions I have and I just don’t have answers to them.

Some people need to stop flattering themselves! Why can’t they see I’m happier without them?